Things you just don’t, either

There's things you can do
and things you just don't 
because if you did 
you'd have to hide 
and once you hid
you'd never have lied more 
than that day you found you'd hid at her door

And whilst I'm still unsure 
and the door in question 
remains half ajar 
I'd not tarry I don't think
in the blink of an eye 
which caresses 
what it espies when looking forward to you 

And so now my insecurity 
belies my other 
erstwhile uncertainty: 
I've lived my life 
without a wife 
as well as I could  
ever have done

That's all it's been 
and all I saw
and then today I'm really happy 
and all up for
a SAPPY review 
of you and me 
and me and you 

And equally time
to rhyme the end
and equally lines 
we read between 
and equally things 
we just don't either 
except, that is, when yes we do

And then 
it's clearly me and you 
and then
it's obvious: never true 
and then it's never less than us
because it's time 
we began to trust ...