i was born without asking to the country i grew up to love as a britain which deserved the adjective of great because it strove to do good across the political spectrum for every citizen and so i felt proud of being british i did
but now the tawdry and brexit-ridden have renamed my nation-state and i can no longer call myself the nationality i was born to: for i am now officially uk-ish
but what prideful claim can that deliver when -ish becomes a "sort of" instead of a proclamation of historical courage and grit and of the terrible determinations forged in times of awful warfare where everyone of us cared for everyone of us and no one was ever less for owning less
for this is the patriot's lament: how the savagely thoughtless political class we now have upon us brutally operate on us as they do from the boardrooms of foul directorships and sailing-ships run with the dirty monies of foreign largesse embedded and encrusted in a society of the most debilitated
and as it witnesses the illegitimate invasions of not-so-distant lands we must remember that whilst hitler and that other russia (being the same russia after all) were enemies easy to espy and define as such today's dictators of equally abusive bent wear suits of the nicest and tread stages of the finest and rub shoulders with the tech monsters of the cruellest
and so as the patriot i am does lament the falling away of what it once was to be british and proud of the fact with tact too that in a hard world being such was a foundation stone of democracy still as that patriot of kindly encouragement i hold out hope that there may resurge good forces in the land i refuse to rename the uk because myself i never will be uk-ish in that ambiguity of reclusive criminality that i now bear witness to
because being british born and british bred my head tells me i shall always remain conscious of the FOUR nations that SHOULD make up freely our federation of beautiful and collective future-present wisdoms
where the past may no longer need to hang heavily over what we show to the rest of the world and our own heads all may equally be held higher than the recent past allows
for what has been and what we've seen can just as easily be a manual of instructions of what NOT to do as it currently serves those who serve themselves abusively of the rest of us in respect of how better to constrict our aspirations to do good in a world which desperately needs our would: being where we find again the bravery that being british once meant ...
... before the patriot's lament rang out deeply and profoundly riven as it now is with the gravity and sadness of lives disposed of cheaply and carelessly by business and political leaders both who continue to choose the roads of personal enrichment over public service
and so it is and so it may be that all of us being you and me and we together might find that retribution for evil deeds need NOT contain the vengeance of the gods of old for we could remember that british bred and british born and having once been the mother of all parliaments and so fine with this aspiration as we furthered a step-by-step process of moving slowly but utterly sure we may return once again to being ... this GREAT BRITAIN!